I’ve been very busy, ill and tormented. Despite everything, the sun is as bright as ever, the trees and plants are finally coming to life, and it makes my heart melt.I’ve tried several times to write for my blog, but I find myself judging very harshly the way I express myself (especially in English). So here’s a mediocre blog post so that my mediocre ass can realize that it’s not that deep. Now, let’s list some random updates on my life:

• I went rope climbing for the first time two weeks ago and I absolutely loved it.
• I removed my wisdom teeth and had to go through two different operations because during the first one, I threw up over my dentist lol (mf thought she could beat her needle phobia).
• Consequently, I have to wait 15 days before I climb again and it feels like the end of the world. I realized how much anger and stress I release when I work out, so I really miss it.
• I love my boyfriend more and more and more and more...
• I have been selected for a jubilee-like YouTube video (in French) made by actual intelligent people but had to decline because I have two exams on the day of the shooting.
• I have been disappointed by almost every book, movie, video essay and whatnot that I have given my time to these last weeks.
• Special mention to Contrapoints whose last video contains a shitty stance regarding veganism (she said that eating meat didn’t make her an evil person but a morally average one... please, don’t throw her back into the Third Reich…). It is almost as if people’s IQ fucking dropped by 90 points whenever they have to talk about veganism bro.
• I cut my hair to just below my shoulders and it looks super cute (can’t wait to cut more).
• I hate my website’s layout so much that I don’t even want to update it anymore (layout remake when?).
• I had a debate with a stranger online and… actually changed her mind. She even asked for more resources proving my point and I sent her a whole bibliography lmao.
• My apartment is a fucking mess and I will not clean it until May (too busy at the moment).
• I decided that I want to become a teacher as my main job. I’m still unsure as to what I want to teach though.
• I will spend three days at my bestie’s in the South of France and it makes me so, so, so, so, so happy!
• Aaand… I finally stopped taking my antidepressants! Ciao Venlafaxine!

Now, some potential upcoming content: an update about ramadan (it was such a mess…), a section in my thoughts page about spiritual exercises in general, a blog entry about what friendship means to me (Simone Weil will be mentioned!!)... I have so many ideas but no time, no energy, no motivation and of course not enough confidence to write about it even though nobody will read and/or give a fuck about it! Come on! Ughhhhh!!!